I have been going thru a lot
fighting a lot of the deamons that brought me to having to write this blog
i can happily say i have caged 2 or 3
still a lot on the loose though and without the right environment they will mtl continue to roam free much to my chagrin
not a day goes by that i don't wish that i could go back in time and just become an alcoholic and or addict
not a lot of fat ones of those roaming about so i would at least have that going for me
people in my life deliberately decided to block my attempts at saving up for my surgery instead insisting that the insurance will cover it. that's a very slim chance.
my ex husband (i say ex as i married bill not the tranny he if forcing into my life btw i am not like that against them or anything its just that one day out of the blue without talking about it BOOM now he wants to be a girl at the same time I decide to get serious about getting rid of the fluppy convention, suspicious isn't it, i think so) is doing all he can to cock block my attempts at getting better in any way as he loves bullying me and if i try to leave he either tries to have me put in jail on trumped up assault charges or in the local mental health also on trumped up charges attempting to use my cutter (here's the key word people ) past against me so he can have me declared mentally incompetent and force me to do things to my body i DO NOT WANT! but are choices it would make for itself.
as you can see is been hard few months with no let up in sight unless i become the beaten puppy agin
yeah that's not happening
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