203
:|
only 1 fucking pound and i have been almost 24hrs w/o fatty food

have decided fatty will get food again when fatty is at 200
and then only a small amount of food
backslide is not an acceptable outcome of food

it only takes 3 weeks to die from not eating
i am drinking 2 glasses of milk a day
i will die slow

And now a bit more about me:
I blame no one but myself for this.
That should count for something.
I made me a fatty thinking food would love me.
It did.
A Lot!
To Much!
But it was the wrong kind of love.
I just wanted my adoptive mom to love me for me.
Yeah, that never happened.
So I looked to food for that love and I had an epic fail.
I wasnt a popular person in school so i was bullied.
I ate because I wanted friends.
I made food a friend.
Another epic fail.

I guess I am just best at epic fail.
in everything.
I hope someone reads this and goes "hey, ya know, I wanna help this person. if she gets her weight down I will pay for the surgery to make Mr.Fluppy and the flying squirrel twins take their inside saddle bags and leave."
Yeah that would be nice.
Someone finnaly realizing I need help too...